anyways the last couple of days have been tiring.. at friday night i went to my cousins house at 9:30 pm. stayed until 6 am.. then i went to work at 8 am - 1 pm.. came home to sleep for 4 hours and went back to my cousins house at around 6:30 pm.. stayed until 2 am.. then came home and slept until right now.. i work today at 1 pm.. i hope its not crazy like regular sundays.. that would suck.. hopefully i can go on the floor and sell and do some stuff.. what else.. hopefully i will get promoted in the next couple of weeks to sales.. so i can start making bank every week.. dam there are so many hott girls that work there.. its like a flock i swear.. its awesome. thats the only reason why i dont want to leave the Cage.. haha all the hott ass cashiers.. LOL.. anyways im gonna go get a hair cut and buy some new shoes.. hopefully i can do that on friday after i get my check.. i swear the past month or so.. i havent had any spending money to buy stuff.. its all going towards bills.. i hate it.. what else.. thats pretty much it really. just that tomorrow is the Armenian Genocide. a hard day for every armenian. but we should all stay strong. oh ya.. i downloaded the Damien "Jr Gong" Marley cd.. its fucking awesome.. i love it.. its in my car and i listen to it all the time.. so who ever is a fan of bob marley or just like some reggae then this is a great album.. but the H.I.M. is awesome to man.. great freaking guitar riffs and lyrics.. its like Gothic Romance sound.. its very nice.. alot of good bands out these days.. im impressed.. so everyone go download the Damien Marley cd and H.I.M. cd.. there freaking awesome.. so tomorrow will the start the 2 month countdown until my 21st birthday.. its freaking taking such a long time.. cant wait.. gonna head up to vegas.. then the next day my aunt signed me upp to a poker tournament in the Rio..its a 60 dollar buy in.. but for a chance to win 3 grand or 30 grand.. i cant remeber.. so that will be fun to do.. anyways im gonna go get ready for work now.. ill update either later tonight or tomorrow.. later

well im back everyone.. i noticed Ara was updating again so i figured.. what the hell. might as well do it to.. lets see.. in the past year i have been working at Frys Electornics.. i hate it.. i hate my boss.. but i love the area where i work.. cause its like all these expensive CPU's and memorys.. i love it.. i really hate my Department manager one of these days im gonna slap him so hard.. anywho.. other stuff going on in my life is just pretty much the same.. my friend/ class mate for 4 years.. Lance.. passed away last month.. very sad.. i still think about it time to time.. but i realize thats life.. 2 things we can never get away in life.. IRS and Death.. let see.. the women situation sucks as always.. you think you have a girl interested in you but in reality they play you like your an instrument.. but its alright.. there is this one girl at work.. Stephanie.. shes beautiful.. wow.. she reminds me of a Greek goddess i swear.. anyways what else.. im turning 21 this year.. VERY VERY excited about that.. then i can go to 21+ clubs, go to any bar, and especially the best thing.. GO TO FUCKING VEGAS!! haha.. so i cant wait.. just another 2 more months and 17 days.. this year sucks so far.. what else.. other then thats pretty much it really.. also my DVD collection has gotten really big.. i think over 250. im shooting for like 1k.. maybe like buy 2 a week.. oh yea.. ive won like 650 dollars in the past 2 days on party poker.. i love it.. im just that dam good.. anyways thats pretty much it.. ill update tomorrow or later if i find something good to update about it.. oh ya.. my poems.. i had a slump in the last month or so.. but i wrote acouple of ones on paper on my lunch the other day.. its on poetry.com just search for my name.. alright im out! later

does anybody have access to yesterdays USA TODAY aRticle... i heard shaq wrote out a full page, and bashed the lakers like really badly.. i heard it on AM 570 but i want to see the article

havent been doing much lately really.. just been chilling at home, going to work and stuff.. today i went to work for a good 10 hours.. then after that around 9sh went to pick up moussa and eat at Bennigens or something.. then went to see XXX: State of the union.. great script, good storyline.. horrible acting.. id rate it a 5.. pretty much average it... tomorrow im just at home.. pretty much bored.. i might go out somewhere.. dont know where.. hopefully to my cousins pad.. i donno why.. i love going there for some reason.. i just feel at home when im around my cousins and there friends. i just wish i was 21 so i can join them in there nightlift.. we will see.. i got paid the other day.. horrible.. anyways today wasnt really a good day honestly.. my high from the System of a down concert was over yesterday.. and today began the same bullshit life..HAHAHA same shit, different day.. anyways im not really feeling that good right now.. so im just gonna go lay down

havent updated in a while.. anyways pretty much my spring break is over today.. i start school on tuesday with a exam.. haha.. but i have thursday off cause the teacher isnt coming in.. which is awesome.. tomorrow im working at the civic center from 7:30pm to 1:30 am.. that should be fun and chill.. haha patrick, this other guard.. he cracks me up.. this guy is so funny..hahaha.. i just have been chillin at home and going to work at eagle rock.. got my 2 paychecks the other day.. pretty horrible.. i just have to put up with this eagle rock job until i get accepted for the Cadet program in the fall.. hopefully that will come through.. im also thinking about getting my loss prevention liscense.. just to add to my resume.. anyways i mailed in my tax forms and stuff today.. my first tax stuff.. haha.. anyways im pretty hungry right now.. i wanna get something to eat.. but i think taco bell is closed.. i have been getting any sleep these days.. to much on my mind.. anyways im out.. later

hahaha ahh man.. last night pretty much chilled.. won 40 dollars in poker.. came home with a big ass headache and felt like throwing up.. i finally switched my schedule from tuesday to thursday.. just so i can take my mom to the airport... anyways today i just stayed home pretty much, then went to CPK.. i am obligated on not saying anything because it will piss some people off and then they will just cry about it.. whatever.. im not in the greatest mood.. like i am on the verge of just destroying something.. was gonna get my firearm this weekend but then i cant.. whatever.. April 24th will be the greatest day of my life.. System of a down concert.. all the waiting will be worth it when those curtains go up at 8:30.. but im gonna go there around 6:30... yea thats right im going with myself.. and i didnt just anyone to come.. i wanted true, royal system of a down fans to come with me.. not like a person who has heard 2 songs from them and then is a diehard fan.. naw u have to follow there career since day one.. and i have been following there career since day one and pretty much know all about them.. anyways im really not in the greatest mood.. im out

father into your hands.. i commend my spirit.. haha sorry i was just listening to chop suey.. probably the greatest system of a down song that ever as... anyways its april 1.. that means its 23 days until the big concert.. HAHAHA omg man!!!!.. i seriously cant wait.im liking goin crazy wishing it was tomorrow.. well anyways i have been working everyday since thursday.. been pretty tired... tomorrow im working again to.. today i worked at the Westfield in Culver City.. dam man.. such a beautiful mall, the security office there is so freaking awesome.. ours is like this little thing on the corner of a building.. they got a dispatch office, cameras, freaking all these cool toys... haha but too much walking man.. way to many detex's to.. anyways working there was pretty lame.. all this guy made me do is freaking walk back and forth in the parking lot.. pretty lame i swear.. some supervisors are just plain stupid... but i did meet Ray Mysterio from wwe..haha.. what else.. omg man i think today marked the day my feet couldnt take anymore.. anywho yesterday after class i went to Quartermaster to buy some goodies.. i bought:
Tactical high top boots
Tactical Law Enforcement pants
Bullet Proof Vest.. the one i wanted was 791 dollars.. so i just go the regular one which was 275..
a big ass bag for me to put all my equipment in... total came around 435..HAHAHA..

i still need to go buy couple of other things.. but right now Number one on my list is a firearm.. i would like to get it sometime my mom goes to Italy.. shes leaving tuesday i believe.. and i think im taking her to the airport cause my brother is so lazy and irresponsible that he isnt.. anywho... cant wait till tuesday.. have the house all to myself for 2 beautiful/wonderful months.. no one coming over, just me relaxin.. umm thats pretty much it for right now... just home bored and shit.. haha anyways im out.. later

anyways i havent updated.. cause i didnt feel like it.. but now i am. .since no one ever reads my journal and never of my friends besides andy and enjoli care to update.. but oh well.. ive been pretty much working.. and staying home and things.. my boss cut my hours again.. i swear to god.. i really hate this guy man.. nice guy, u know great boss.. but when it comes to my hours he cuts it... so my next paycheck after this one is gonna be bullshit... anyways yesterday was a great great day.. im not gonna say why but ONE person knows why it was... and to you.. and u know who you are... hehehe.. anyways i finally got my System of a down ticket from the guy i bought it for.... haha omg man do u know how excited and happy i am.. ive been following this bands career for 7 years, have every cd they ever made, have every music video or live stuff they have ever had.. greatest band in the world man.. im not a type of person who listens to one or two song from a band and then goes to see there concert... i seriously love this band.. and i would have paid a shit load of money to see them.. but anyways.. i just took a bath and now im just chilling listening to some good ol Rock and heavy metal.. love this stuff.. anyways im out

Song Recommendation

System of a down- B.Y.O.B u cant download it yet, but listen for it on KROQ